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A dctalksolo.com Exclusive Interview
Fast Forward: tobyMac
by Jen Abbas
With the release of Solo in April, music fans got a glimpse of each individual member of dc talk was capable of on his own. In July, Tait released a pop-laced rock and roll album while in August, Kevin Max's unique fusion of world music and progressive rock made its appearance. Now the final album in dc talk's solo trilogy has arrived. Returning to his hip-hop roots, tobyMac's Momentum samples familiar hooks and combines catchy rhymes layered with gritty guitars, creating an album that defines its title. It this, the first of our three part exclusive interview with Toby, we talk about life apart from dc talk and the road that led up to the solo album
dctalksolo.com: We're going to start with a few questions Michael and Kevin also answered. Here goes: What is your all-time favorite dc talk song?
tobyMac: I know Mike didn't just give you one.
dctalksolo.com: Sure he did! He said "I Luv Rap Music." [both laugh] Actually, I believe his direct quote was, "I hate that song. I've never liked that song. Toby held me down and beat me to sing it." I think that was the exact quote.
tobyMac: [laughs] "The Hard Way," "Colored People," "Jesus Freak" and "Between You and Me."
dctalksolo.com: So now after 10 years, you're taking a well-deserved intermission. What are you enjoying most about the break?
tobyMac: It's not a break anymore. We're working again. We're in the studio. I'm in the studio and we're also doing 30 summer festivals and 30 shows in the fall. [Editor's note: this interview was conducted before the fall tour was postponed]. The intermission's sort of over. I guess doing the solo stuff we're taking an intermission. We're still doing a dc talk set every night.
What I enjoyed about the intermission was spending more time with family. I've enjoyed watching Michael and Kevin spread their wings artistically and make their own records. I think artistically they've been spreading their wings for years. I've enjoyed the journey from a standpoint of watching and listening and seeing what they do and how they handle it. I'm proud to be associated with these artists.
dctalksolo.com: Tell me a little bit about your solo album because your style has been pretty dominant in dc talk work.
tobyMac: It's no Supernatural. I think what I do is pretty interesting because I wrote "What If I Stumble" and "Colored People" and "The Hard Way"songs that are more melodic and acoustic-driven. I love those songs. One of my major influences in writing period is R.E.M. They have nothing to do with hip-hop but I grew up listening to hip-hop. I think dc talk lost a little bit of crowd and performer being one big celebration together. And I think it became a little more theatrical, like here we are giving a performance and there you are watching. I'm a little more of a person who's like, "We're all together in this thing." Not that dc talk is separating or anything.
dctalksolo.com: Kind of like a worship leader would say, "I don't want to be leading worship. I want to be the lead worshipper and you're all worshipping along with me."
tobyMac: Exactly. It's participation and it's like one intense celebration, one intense journey into the things we fear, the things that we love and the things we're celebrating. Not to say that I don't want people to think, I want to layer and lace my music with thoughts that provoke Christians to think thoughts that provoke unbelievers to look into belief.
dctalksolo.com: So what are you listening to right now?
tobyMac: The stuff I'm working on. (laughs). I have Jennifer's new record. Relient K's new record.
dctalksolo.com: It's all about work to you, isn't it?
tobyMac: Right now it is. Not always. But I've been listening to things from the standpoint of the records I'm executive producing or the records I'm producing or my own record. I'm definitely running behind on my record.
dctalksolo.com: I hadn't heard that at all.
tobyMac: [laughs]. That's me. Everything I do is late. Everything, including coming to this interview. I'm trying to take care of things. It's not that I'm loafing. Especially my record. Unless I feel with all of my heart that it's going to connect with people…I just have a hard time with mediocrity. I just cannot do something that's like, "That's a pretty good song." A pretty good song? Then it's gone. It's off the record.
dctalksolo.com: How has the process been different?
tobyMac: It's been interesting.
dctalksolo.com: Feel lonely?
tobyMac: Lonely's one way to put it, but I feel like it's stretching me because I grew reliant from a vocal perspective. I automatically know that when the three of us are together, then a song needs to peak in the alto section. With Mike, Kevin and I, we're going to have enough ideas, enough vocal, enough of an arsenal to throw everything at it. The trick when I'm producing is making it all work together. [When it's just me], I have to think of the perfect thing because I don't have the vocal ability of three people. So it's a little more time consuming.
dctalksolo.com: And you've brought in some help too.
tobyMac: Pete Stewart is producing two songs with me.
dctalksolo.com: That came up in Tait's interview, that Tait was mad at you because he wanted to work on your album.
tobyMac: Well, I'm mad at Tait because he's consuming all my producer's time. I'm respectful. I always tell Pete, "Whenever you have the time." But it's fun working with him because I think it's trippin' him up, doing hip-hop. But his guitars are perfect for the harder stuff.
dctalksolo.com: A lot has happened since 1989, the last time you were a new artist. How would you say that the musical landscape has changed in the last 12 years?
tobyMac: I think the Christian music community is more open to different styles. I think the styles are growing. And I think quite frankly, there's way more money being put behind releases than there used to be. Musically, I just think that what was once considered not a factor, as far as stores go, as far as the church goes, is now a wide-open possibility. And I think that's a good place to be because I think it diversifies the people that love Christian music and reaches out in places where it hasn't gone before.
At the same time, I think it's a tougher market place to get attention. I know from Gotee's perspective, it's hard. I have a real hunger to start out smaller. I think part of the fun for me with dc talk has been watching the growth process. It's like when we were doing festivals this summer, my vote was dc talk plays main stage but all of us fend for ourselves on the side stage. I like the mentality of independent side stages, fringe stages. Part of that's the harder edge kind of music I'm making and the hip-hop mentality. I have no problem with moving to main stage if that's God's will for my music but if it's not, I'm cool.
dctalksolo.com: So what's it like to see someone who's been such a part of your everyday life for so long see success completely independent from you?
tobyMac: I don't even need to look at the charts. I can just listen to the records and I'm smiling. They made great records. I think it's uncompromising and I hear dc talk in it. I hear dc talk: Mike, Kevin and myself. You begin to appreciate your partners more and their gifts for writing, for singing and really, the message behind their music.
dctalksolo.com: So no side bets about who's going to go gold first or who's going to have the most hit singles?
tobyMac: That's taboo for me. I wouldn't want to wish anything on anybody. We laugh about it sometimes and we think certain guys will be more widely accepted in the Christian market and we'll see about the mainstream.
I know who I'm playing in front of. I'm playing most of the time in front of believers and I want to challenge them and encourage them. I want to use music to cause them to think about what they're doing in life, what they can do in life. That is what I'm trying to do in my music. It's what I've tried to do in dc talk but all three of us, influence dc talk. So it's good to just be able to purely do the thing that we're called to do. I would love to play 35 coffeehouses. I would love to. We've done enough arenas.
dctalksolo.com: Kevin did a church tour, what was that, two years ago?
tobyMac: Yeah. And I think he enjoyed it. I think he got some perspective in that. I think it was cool for him.
dctalksolo.com: I think it was pretty cool for the people who went to see it too.
tobyMac: Yeah, absolutely. I always look at it from that perspective.
dctalksolo.com: So now that both Tait and Kevin have experienced a little more creative control with their personal endeavors, how do you anticipate that to affect the mix when you go in to do your next dc talk record?
tobyMac: I think it will be hard. In some ways it will be easier because they understand more how a record's made. I'm not taking anything away from them but I'm saying that I was the responsible producer [in the past].
dctalksolo.com: Are you going to be all co-producers this time?
tobyMac: I think that's a possibility. But I think it's going to be hard. It's hard to have too many chefs in the kitchen. And I think that it's going to be interesting, but I think it will make us better because we all have these desires to pour out artistically, just the way that God tells us to do it. I think coming back to collaboration would be a nice thing, where we can lean on each other a little bit.
dctalksolo.com: So what do you see in the future for dc talk and Kevin Max the solo artist and Tait the band and Toby and whoever he has singing with him?
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tobyMac: I can't answer that question because I really don't know. I'm at the point right now in my life where I want to spend some time at home, but I also feel a calling on my life so there's a battle going on in me. It's a positive battle either way because one, I'm fulfilling the calling on my life and two, I'm fulfilling the calling on my life. So it's just balancing that.
I've always said dc talk is our friendship. That's what dc talk is. It's not Toby. It's not Michael. It's not Kevin. It's the friendship of the three of us and the music we make based on that friendship or that comes out of that friendship. And I think for us, that's what it needs to be. And that friendship will exist whether we're doing solo records or whether we're making the next dc talk record. I think the thing that we can't blow off, no matter what is that we're supposed to be together. I think it's more difficult for Tait because he's got a band of guys with him. It's hard for them to think, "Well, wait, I thought you were called to us." You know what I mean? But Michael knows at the end of the day that he's supposed to be with me and I'm supposed to be with him, in whatever capacity.
dctalksolo.com: Sounds like quite the romance.
tobyMac: True. But it doesn't mean, necessarily, a CD with the name dc talk on it. It might be in the fact that I wrote songs with him on his record or he's helping me in the studio with some vocal things or we're calling each other up and having a barbecue at my house. It could be many forms. That's just what it is. Kevin and I bang heads but we know, again, at the end of the day, that we're supposed to be together.
dctalksolo.com: How would you describe Kevin's album?
tobyMac: Kevin's is like a guy that's been waiting in the blocks for six years to sprint. I think there's a lot of pent-up creativity, a lot of pent-up artistic release that he needed and I think he handled that very well. He can do so much with his voice. He's one of the most talented vocalists in the world, period. And I think that he had decisions to make about, big decisions, looming decisions about what am I going to use this gift to do? Am I going to use it to be a showman? Am I going to use it to encourage people, tell real-life stories about my faith and how they play out in everyday life and real relationships? And I think that he could have been as aloof and abstract as he wanted to be because [of] the way he writes, but he chose to write songs that penetrate. They're abstract but the message penetrates.
I think musically, it's a brand new sound for the Christian market, period. Period. There's nothing like it out there. None of it. I could go listen to every one on a bookstore wall and there's nothing like that. And I think that's what's cool. I mean, some of those songs are a little bit more traditional, like "Be." I could hear a lot of bands singing that. But the song like "Return of the Singer" or "Existence," I just don't hear a lot like that. I think it sounds like a record Sting would have made if he was making the kind of music he's making now, 20 years ago. Instead, Sting was with the Police doing reggae-rock. But if Sting was 30 years old, he'd want to make Kevin's record and he had the musical mindset that he has today. You know what I mean?
dctalksolo.com: Good description. How would you describe Tait's album?
tobyMac: Tait's record is long overdue, good, solid rock and roll. It's not as quirky as like an Audio Adrenaline. It's not as hard as, say, a Stavesacre. But I think it lands in a great area because it's purely rock and roll. No production tricks. Just men and their instruments and their voices performing melodic rock songs that move you and that ask the tough questions in life and comfort the hurting person in life and deal with tough issues like losing your father or someone wanting to give up. Michael's record came out of about a two year stint where he was bombarded with pain and it's obvious that his resolve is falling in the arms of Jesus and that's his resolve. Mike's in a great place right now in his life and his album is a reflection of the place he's in.
dctalksolo.com: Of course, in addition to your family and dc talk and your solo work, you also have your responsibilities at Gotee and 40. So I wanted to give you the opportunity to make any shameless plugs that you want to make.
tobyMac: First of all, don't even breathe again until you get Jennifer Knapp's new record. It's amazing. It's a landmark record in contemporary Christian music, period. That's the truth. I'm just blessed all the way around. I look at the last two artists I've signed at Gotee, and it's John Reuben and Relient K. I don't even need to say anything else. They're just stellar. I love them and I'm proud to be associated with them and the art that they make and the integrity and what they're about.
dctalksolo.com: What's your involvement with 40 Records?
tobyMac: Limited. I've never made any bones about my priority is Gotee Records, outside of dc talk and tobyMac.
40 is like a learning experience. I didn't grow up in worship music. I grew up at a Baptist church where worship music wasn't played, performed, sang. It was hymns out of a hymnbook. So the whole 40 thing is constantly opening my mind to that community and learning about it. I'm very passionate about Sammy Ward, very passionate about Circadian Rhythm and Jason Upton. I think that it's harder for me to fully comprehend those records but we get so many letters where people are deeply affected. And a lot of times, [they're] even more deeply affected than [by listening to] a CCM record because it's just a different connection that you make with a worship song.
I can't explain it. I know that when I go downstairs every morning, my wife is sitting there reading the Word and listening to Rita Springer. And it was Sammy Ward before that and before that it was Sonicflood. I pray that she finds the next thing that can get her to the place she needs to be. Clearly, my wife is not drawn to those artists for their image or for the musical sound. She's drawn to a heart.
dctalksolo.com: That's very interesting because the Christian music industry has become mainstream in that sense-the image and marketing have become almost as important as the message. Then the question becomes how do you position someone who's message is not about them.
tobyMac: I don't think you can. I just go, "I don't even know how to approach marketing this record." We got a Rita Springer demo because we were thinking about signing her to 40 and my wife found the demo and every morning I go downstairs and she's listening to it. So I'm saying it wasn't a marketing plan. It wasn't anybody's imaging. It wasn't the fact that my friend brought her that. It was because that record put her in a vertical mindset.
dctalksolo.com: It reminds me of books like Josh Harris' I Kissed Dating Goodbye. There wasn't a lot of marketing behind that initially. It was word of mouth that got the buzz going and all the sudden it's a bestseller.
tobyMac: Those things happen sometimes. And I think that's ultimately what my calling is. It's to move people, to connect with people and move them to thinking about where they are before God, where they are in their love affair with God. What is the Christian worldview? What do we look like to the world? What should we look like? I don't have all the answers but my thoughts can be spilled into my songs and hopefully people will find the answers because I don't offer them. Not all the time. Sometimes I definitely land on something that I think is just right because it resounds in my heart and in God's Word.
dctalksolo.com: So are you reading anything right now?
tobyMac: Yeah. I'm reading John Grisham's, A Painted House. I never stop reading Oswald Chambers. I just got a new copy of Mere Christianity and I'm looking forward to diving in it. I kind of want to get into that again.
dctalksolo.com: Last time we talked, Truett was just starting to talk and run the Dirtdevil. What's he up to now?
tobyMac: Well, two nights ago I brought him on stage. We had like a three hour trip to where we were going and I said, "Truett, last time you didn't say anything when I gave you the mic. If I bring you up there, are you going to say something or do you want me to just hold you?" He goes, "Say something, Daddy." So I said, "When I say, 'We're livin', we're livin', we're livin,' you're going to say, 'in extreme days.'" I got on the mic at King's Dominion at KingFest. I'm like, "We're livin', we're livin', we're livin'." I hand Truett the mic and he goes, "We're livin', we're livin', we're livin'." So I said, "We're livin', we're livin', we're livin'" and he goes, "We're livin', we're livin', we're livin'" [both laugh]. So then I said, "In extreme day days" and I put him down on the stage and he danced around for just a minute. Then my guitar player ran into him and he fell down. I don't think "Extreme Days" is the right song to bring a kid up on.
dctalksolo.com: He's still in development.
tobyMac: Yeah, he's not quite into stage dives yet.
dctalksolo.com: As you've gone through this time of transition with dc talk and prepare for the release of your solo album, what has God teaching been teaching you?
tobyMac: I've probably told you this before but God never stops beating me up about depending on Him rather than using my mind. It's really hard for me because I think I can figure things out. I think I can be patient enough to find the right answer on my own. Patience, that's a fruit of the Spirit. I'll have patience and figure this out versus just falling at His feet going, "What do I do?" I am at that place right now. I can say that. I've never asked for prayer as much in my life as I have like the last month or so. I really need it right now.
dctalksolo.com: How can people pray for you?
tobyMac: It's pretty vulnerable but I feel like my prayers have been answered because for awhile there I felt a slight lull in creativity but that was about six months ago and I really feel like God was faithful. Right now, for some reason, I'm starting to not be able to see things as clearly as I usually do. You know what I mean? It's like when you get this busy, you start to lose a little bit of clarity. I'm not talking about the world and what's important or not important in life. I'm talking about day-to-day clarity, like I need to get this done. I need to make it clear. I get a little overwhelmed and it just becomes a big fog.
dctalksolo.com: And then not only do you have things to do but you don't have the focus to get it done.
tobyMac: Exactly. I've never really been that. I've always known what I wanted. God has always made it real clear to me what the goal is. Making records and jumping up and down on stage and fixing my hair properly and smiling at the cameras, that's just in between me and my goal. I do not get caught in that. God has definitely been there for me. I'm the reluctant artist, period. I don't really like it all. I'd much rather skip the photo shoots and the videos and just make records that have a positive effect on a community, a body of people. That's more important to me than playing the artistic role. At the end of the day, that's just all for naught, or as Tait would put it, empty.
dctalksolo.com: What is the most important thing you want people to know about you?
tobyMac: Well, it's weird because I think we've been going through a slightly tough time. I think there are a lot of naysayers out there about the solo thing. I think people have the wrong idea of what we're trying to do. I think they feel like it's a self-indulgent move. And that's kind of weird to me.
dctalksolo.com: How many people have held the same job for twelve years like the three of you have, especially in our industry?
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tobyMac: They act like that because we're doing individual records, it's self-indulgent. Is Steven Curtis Chapman self-indulgent because he made a record on his own and his band's not called the Chapman Brothers? It's not self-indulgent to make solo records. It's just not. It's called evolving and stretching. It's way more difficult than it would be to just sit on our dc talk laurels, on our dc talk booties. It would be much easier to just do dc talk. But we feel like evolving. They're probably not the most palatable examples, but Madonna, U2. They're constantly evolving as artists. It's because if you sit still as an artist, you die. The people won't buy into you. You won't be able to connect anymore if you're just doing the same songs, same flavor. And we've evolved and evolved and evolved and if the evolve has turned into a three-headed monster for a little while and comes back later, then that's just what we're supposed to do right now.
I think for me, I want people to know that I'm just a guy that's trying to pursue Christ and make responsible art, use the platform God's given me in a responsible manner, not take it and consume it like it's mine. I know it's God and I know He can give and He can take. I think people just forget that. They just think, "Those guys are just out to this or that" or "they're taking liberties with their platform" or "they're not thinking through what they're doing. They're just being self-indulgent or being irresponsible" with the way we live or the way we speak and that just isn't the case. It's not what I want. I want to be responsible with every action. I want to be responsible with every song. I know I've been blessed with a platform and I know there are people watching and I know that I am in a position where I need to take that responsibility seriously and act appropriately and write appropriately. That's really what you want to tell people. You get this crazy stuff on the Internet, you're like, "Why would you think that we would put some underlying, devilish message in our music?" Our whole lives have been spent trying to make music that points people to Christ and all the sudden we just decided to include "Satan rules" in the back of one of our songs? I mean, come on! Give me a break!
dctalksolo.com: Message boards can be interesting places.
tobyMac: I try to stay away but you definitely want to know what people are thinking, what they're feeling, what's moving them. I just want to be responsible with the job and the life and the platform God's given me just like an accountant, a lawyer, whether you're working at 7-Eleven or a student. All I want is to serve God, love Him with all my heart to make music that hopefully points people toward Jesus.
Jen Abbas, a writer in Grand Rapids, MI, conducted this interview for dctalksolo.com. Reproduction of any portion of this interview without written permission is strictly prohibited. |